What is ‘LOVE’ ????
fiughhh….the existence of love..it occurs in every step of our life. Love is not only a feeling between man and woman in the term of having a special relationship, but also between mom and dad, parents and their children, whatever.
But now, i jut want to share about love in the term of having a special relationship between man and woman or man with man or woman with woman….yapppz u’re right. I just don’t wanna close my eyes that there are also gay and lesbian in our life. They exist. Ok just emphasizing on that point. Gay and Lesbian.
What was in your mind when you heard the words ‘Gay’ and ‘Lesbian at the first time?’
Many of people who are still keeping on their “eastern culture” may regard them as profanity which is harmfull for our environtment, but have you ever thought that sometimes they can express their love even more than straight people do. Why love? because it is the foundation in every relationship. They have chosen their way, and know the consequences. Should we interfere their life?
I also know that people regard them as profanity because sometimes gay and lesbian explicitly express their sex life in front of people…they do kiss each other, hug each other in public places.But…what if they say “it’s my life, it’s my choice. I dont even disturb you or do something harm to you.” any comments?
Filed under: LIFE AND ITS STUFFS | Tags: money, purchasing something, wasting money
fiuuughhh…..money is the most unforgettable stuff…..:p how come?
OK, i would like to tell you about something…these last 2 days i’ve spent more than IDR600.000 from my pocket….and unluckily i don’t know where this stuff has ‘evaporated’….hmm…i remembered that i paid IDR250.000 for my internet bill…and the other???Ok, as far as i know…this afternoon i went to G-Fan at Ambarrukmo Plaza…and i spent IDR42.000 there…and i realized what i’ve done to my money after i checked my wallet…at home….hehe..:p oya…before that i went to JEC, and i bought soft case for my notebook, it cost IDR 65.000….
…OK, then yesterday evening i spent IDR50.000 for watching cinema at 21 with my friend, the movie was “IRON MAN”..before that i had dinner at RED BEAN…i ordered the worst dishes ever from a modern restaurant…bad taste..!!but……fot that dishes i paid IDR 89.000…Jesus Christ!!!!
So, what do you think…should I stop my habit??c=of course YES, but then…can i??? i just want to ask you….Why money can be easily hypnotize me to buy everything….could i be a wise person who can manage my money???
well…..English….hmm…what was in your mind when you heard the word “English”??
As an information, i’ve studied english for more than 8 years. For sure, it started when i was 12. At the first time i joined ELTI, and the program was named ” KIDS”…since that, i really felt in love with English. At ELTI i spent almost 3 years joining many programs. I stopped studying there at 14. after that i continued at LIA and Puri Allplus.
i don’t know why, but for me English is very interesting…although i’ve studied for more than 8 years but English always has something that makes me horny…hehe.. ;p so, what do you think…?because i still hear many people really hate english…well..it must be that English is very difficult for them..but, could you just imagine the use of English?
as we know, nowadays…english has become very famous, every part of our life has just related to english…-for example in architecture-if we want to know about sustainable materials in learning arch, we have to get the literature from international publisher….u know….the quality must be good..at all….and of course they use english as their language.
so…what do you think?
have you made a dealing moment to start learning English?
Filed under: LIFE AND ITS STUFFS | Tags: Herniated Nucleus Pulposus, HNP, lower backpain, lumbosacral
huh…..yesterday afternoon i went to the hospital…
fiuuughhh…ternyata nih ya yang namanya sakit yang berhubungan dengan otot, syaraf, tulang-tulang belakang khususnya- bikin semuanya menjadi runyam….sakitnya lebihterasa menyedihkan daripada sakit panu sekujur tubuh….
alkisah….:p
kira-kira 4 hari yang lalu, pinggangku terasa sakit banget…aku pikir paling nyeri otot biasa….setelah itu lambat laun, dari detik ke detik, jam ke jam, dan hari ke hari, aku ngerasain kok sakitnya ga kunjung reda, malah cenderung semakin mengganas…..padahal khan belum aku minumin obat..(ya iyalahhhhhhhhhhhhh tambah parah)…hehe, maksud aku khan paling ga..biasanya gtu khan kalo namanya nyeri otot khan berkurang sakitnya dari hari ke hari….tapi ini…hwalaahhhh..ajubileeeeee….sakitnya bener2 deh.
Kemarin jumat(15 Februari-red) aja niy ya…ceritanya mau renang di Casa Grande (sombong, sok mewah amat ye..)..bukannya renang kejadiannya tapi malah yang terjadi adalah suasana menjadi gempar, dan seketika itu juga langit menjadi mendung (emang saatnya hujan seh)…tahu kenapa…???karena jangankan renang, untuk pindah posisi dari duduk ke berdiri aja membutuhkan waktu sedikitnya 1 menit lebih, kemudian itu pun harus berdiam diri sejenak sambil termenung sekitar 2 menit sebelum akhirnya bisa berjalan(berjalan merangkak lebih tepatnya). Sehingga, dapatkah anda bayangkan bagaimana hasilnya jika saya harus renang?bisa2 pengelola kolam renang mengalami kerugian karena saya menghabiskan waktu almost 4 hours untuk berenang(berendam mungkin)…itupun dengan kuantitas air kolam yang menurun karena ketika saya turun ke kolam, air kolam pasti akan surut karena saya merasa agak sedikit chubby (ga ada hubungannya deh kayknya….)
Nah, karena dah gak tahan lagi, tanggal 16 feb kemarin saya ke dokter di RS Bethesda, masuk UGD, dan ditangani dokter umum, namanya dr.Lidwina..begitu masuk ruang observasi dan melihat saya duduk dengan wajah kesakitan dan tangan memegang pinggang, di tempat tidur yang sangat tidak nyaman itu….terjadilah dialog…
dokter : kenapa mas, sakit pinggang ya..?
aku : (sambil berpikir keras) iya dokter……(masa ayan pegangin pinggang)..
dokter : habis jatuh apa mas?coba saya bisa lihat pinggangnya…(sambil tangannya berusaha menekan beberapa ruas
tulang belakang saya)
aku : gak tu dok….gak ada jatuh…(dan saya mulai bercerita ditambahi bumbu2 sok tahu) cuma memang 4 yahun lalu
saya mengalami luksasi si lutut sebelah kanan, itu loh dok yang tempurung lututnya dengan gobloknya malah
bergeser-geser seenaknya sendiri…jadi posisi tonjolan lutut ada di sebelah kanan lutut…bukan depan. Nah, sampe
sekarang lutut saya masih sering sakit, tapi ini tambhh tulang belakangnya yang sakitnya minta ampun deh…
Saya mempunya kolega (teman lebih tepatnya) yang juga mempunyai keluhan yang sama, lumbosacral dia miring
35 derajat dok, dan sekarang dia masih menjalani fisioterapi….kata dokter dia, justru kalau penyempitan tulangnya
hanya ringan, justru rasa sakit yang ditimbulkan sangat sakit, dan…bla…bla…bla….(saya mulai bakat ke-sok-
tahuan saya)
dokter : mas……..itu khan asumsi-asumsi, tapi untuk lebih baiknya kita harus observasi lebih dalam, karena setiap orang
mempuyai kecenderungan berbeda-beda.
aku : (merasa sangat goblok) iya dok….bener2…..kalau gitu saya besok senin (18 februari-red) mau ke dr.Tedjo
Rukmoyo, dokter orthopedi saya…bagaimana untuk bahan observasi awl dia, sekarang saya rontgen dulu…
dokter : baiklah….silahkan ditunggu…
…………………saya masuk ruang rontgen…………………………
petugas rontgen (selanjutnya disebut PR) : kenapa tulang belakangny, habis jatuh ya??
aku : (huh ditanyain lagi!) gak kok, ga tahu niy, sakitnya dengan secara membabi buta menyerang saya tiba-tiba dok.
PR : oh, OK mas….silahkan berbaring ya..
aku : (dengan over PD mengambil posisi berbaring tengkurap seketika itu juga)
PR : mas tidur terlentang biasa saja mas…..
aku : (sedikit malu) oh terlentang ya pak….
PR : (sambil menutup pintu ruangan) silahkan celananya dibuka…sampai diatas lutut..celana luar saja lho ya…ga usah
yang dalam…
aku : ?!*&#*(^@#*^* petugas yang IMBISIL!!!! ngapain coba aku buka2 barang terlarangku?otakku berpikir!!
…….pemeriksaan berjalan….jepreeeett…jempreeet ……..aku bak Foto model setengah telanjang dengan posisi yang
pastinya belum pernah ada model yang melakukan….setengah terpaksa…………..
PR : sudah mas, silahkan tunggu ya di luar, di UGD
aku : baiklah…terima kasih….
…………..hasilnya keluar……….
dokter : sesuai observasi awal saya mas, ada HNP di L5-S1….HNP: Herniated Nucleus Pulposus
aku : (berpikir:L5-S1….flu burungkah???????..oh itu H5-N1) trus bagaimana dok???
dokter : kalau segera dilakukan observasi lebih lanjut untuk mengetahui keadaan syarafnya, karena rontgen hanya melihat
struktur tulang saja, padahal yang penting bagaimana syarafnya apakah ada yang terjepit tidak….
Itu harus dilakukan imaging segera dengan MRI atau CT-Scan dan itu sekarang harus rawat inap…!!!
aku : WHAT???rawat inap?!!aku belum siap lahir batin, aku belum sikat gigi, belum manicure, pedicure….argghhhh……
kalau besok senin saya ke dokter Tedjo dulu, untuk observasi lebih lanjut gimana dok???
dokter : baiklah kalau begitu…saya akan kasih obat analgetik dgn dosis kuat yah….untuk sampain hari senin saja, itu harus
segera diobservasi lebih lanjut.
aku : OK dokter. Lalu untuk keadaan seperti ini, biasanya tindakan2 apa yang mungkin diambil?
dokter : tergantung mas…kalau syarafnya yang terjepit kurang dari 1/3 bagian, bisa dengan terapi obat dan fisioterapi,
tapi kalau lebih dari 1/3 ya harus operasi untuk melebarkan persempitannya…
aku : OPERASI???Tulang dioperasi????berapa tahun pemulihannya?
mother: (dengan tiba2 tiba menimpali pembicaraan) penyakit ini karena gemuk ya dokter, apa anak saya harus
mengurangi berat badan?
d okter : (dengan malu-malu) biasanya iya bu…itu salah satu faktor resiko
aku : (dengan sangat tidak terima kegemukan saya dipermasalahkan) lho dok, teman saya yang saya ceritakan tadi
gak gemuk kok, badanya juga proporsional, tapi juga sakit…bla…bla…bla..
dokter : (terkesima pembelaan saya) santai mas..iya itu khan saya bilang salah satu faktor resiko, tapi bukan berarti
orang kegemukan harus seperti tiu…bla…bla..bla
a ku : (merasa lega) hehe…iya dok.
…….saya pulang setelah beli obat dan membayar administrasi….OBAT: VOLTAREN SP 65 mg dan SIRDALUD 2 mg…..
kesimpulan: sakit yang saya derita ternyata tidak main-main sodara2ku…DON’T TRY THIS AT HOME OR ANYWHERE!!
Filed under: LIFE AND ITS STUFFS
“Cinta diri atau self love yang cukup di dalam sebuah relasi memampukan seseorang memberi hadiah cinta terindah.”
“Hadiah terindah itu adalah kebebasan. Pergi dengan siapa pun boleh saja. Bukannya tidak peduli. Ini adalah sebuah perwujudan bahwa kita bukan budak dari rasa takut untuk ditinggalkan”
“Dengan self love yang cukup itu perselingkuhan bukanlah peristiwa besar yang menghancurkan diri dalam sebuah relasi. “
welll…..first question will be…what do you think?is it right?
according to me….affair is -well let say- OK, if there is no more feelings but just “have sex”…we know, and it is absolutely happen that affairs become more complicated if there are much conversations after they- i mean a couple who do affair- have sex…
because intimacy comes after they do sharing their life one each other, tell about their hobbies, their secret, their family….etc…….after that, i am sure..the relationship become more than just ‘sex-partner’…
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self love….hmmm…a little bit strange..it seems like we do a huge sacrifice without any respons from our lover….but of course we should do-i mean- love needs sacrifices but it must be done by two subjects-not just one-. then….
“Hadiah terindah itu adalah kebebasan. “
the next question will be, ” what kind of freedom we should give to our lover?”freedom of having sex with someone else everyday?let our lover change his (or her) sex partner everyday? just like choose it and take it from a fridge then eat it?
of course it will be OK- if we let our lover to have relationship with anyone…anything….but his (or her) heart just for us. but if there are choices, of course we do agree to have a lover that his (or her) life just for us…..but once again “love” is an undeniable fellings…we just couldn’t say anything if LOVE has touched our life and heart….and because of that…sometimes it is really hard to have a good thoughts when-for example-our lover has owned by (or belongs to) someone…because…yeaahhhh…..once again it is LOVE..we just could close our eyes-not to see anything else…any hindrances….the world become ours….
i know it is a kind of mistake when we love someone that is belongs to someone else….but…i just wanna say….LOVE speaks much….we couldn’t say anything if it comes….we will compare ourselves to his (her) really lover….we will feel as a person who couldn’t do the best for our partner….hmmm…something like feeling guilty….but yeahhh….this is a hard choice….blame it to…..(confused).. 
:p :’(
“perselingkuhan bukanlah peristiwa besar yang menghancurkan diri dalam sebuah relasi. “
hmmm…really? could we deal with it? hmmmmm…big question mark in my brain……i have to say that it is really hard..both as his (or her) really couple or the affair partner. Because we must ready to make a big deal to anything….must ready for being jealous….must ready for anything….yeahh……that’s it!
Filed under: ALL ABOUT ARCHITECTURE | Tags: architecture, faculty, major, need
hi…
hmmm….as an information i am a university student, major in architecture….
well….i just want to share about my opinion..what do you think- don’t you think that take Architecture Program as your chosen faculty is a mistake or unnecessary???
in my opinion and i’ve heard from my friend and one of my cousin who had graduated from Architecture Program, in reality-let say we do a project-, we just use approximately 20 % from all of the materials and subjects that were given at the class, others will depend on our capability, ability, experiences, and also knowledge.
So, when we start to design a building, this first creative-process will come up from our mind and soul-without using our “lecturer-says”….it comes up from the creative-side of ourselves, next step will come from our basic ability in knowing and understanding the relationship or elaboration between demands, environments, needs, will, and many limits, such as the cost,Building Coverage, Floor Area Ratio, and many more regulations. And i think….generally we can get these information from books or many literatures…..
and…remember that ‘experiences’ do a very big influence to our design….sometimes we enrich our expereriences independently without any guidances from our lecturer, right??
So, what do you think??
Filed under: LIFE AND ITS STUFFS | Tags: Hayden Christensen, Jumper, Samuel L Jackson
fiughhh……this night i saw a movie…..the title was “JUMPER”
Well….at the first time i knew this movie, i really felt in love, it is starred by Hayden Christensen and also Samuel L Jackson. Besides, this movie is directed by Doug Liman. All of the people i’ve mentioned are very famous, right?????…..OK, i realize that i am not a movie-holic, but at least i know who is Hayden Christensen and also Samuel L Jackson.
but….after i had seen this movie….it was not like what i’d expected. Very different…! Absolutely different…. We just see Hayden Christensen and his friends do “JUMP”, no special motions or scenes. All of the actors and actresses do a great job, but as i know, after i had finished watching this movie….there was nothing to say outside the theatre…no impression. If we do link up this movie to ‘sex’, i really want to say that there are no ‘foreplay’ and also ‘orgasm-moment’ when i watched this movie…:p
fiuuughh….i think it’s enough…because i had already paid for it, i shouldn’t push myself to give negative temptation to all of you…hehehe….
Filed under: ALL ABOUT ARCHITECTURE
Hi….just send me many information about architecture..
